short story.....

Blackberry messenger is totally changing everybody’s life which have it. So do mine. In the beginning of this year, I feel so alone and a proud loner, perhaps. Until the day my friend was introducing me to her friend. We exchanged the blackberry pin, that was so hilarious story anyway. He doesn’t want to add me first because he never added someone first, that was so me.

So my friend is the one whose add him thru my blackberry. No other conversation. Just small talk, and I don’t even have a hope with him. But finally he came up, say hello to me again. Well, I don’t know what’s bring him to just say hi to me. He was commented my status on my messenger. Then the conversation finally started.

I didn’t know what’s bring us is intensively chat, have a silly jokes, and caring each other, that felt so weird, though. One week after my 2^nd semester exam, we were doing chat, night and day, I could say. The day when I got to homecoming to my home, he was really more caring me. I don’t know, maybe it because two people who lonely met and yah, ended up like this J the more I try to don’t care the more he seems like appear in my life, night and day he chatted me, like seriously!

But the thing is not always come right in the right time even though in the right place. I have other life that I already shared with someone before him, he is my other half beside him. Him and him? There’s nothing confusing than choosing. We were build this so-called-relationship only one month before I met him. One thing that I surely didn’t want to legalize or publish or whatever u call this relationship is because we were in different religion which that thing is so important to me. 

Call him D knows about the relationship between me and that boy, just call it A. and he also know about us, that’ll never be together.

Now, me and A are like a teenage couple who madly in love, BUT we ever met, but he did have a faith on me to loving me and caring me. And me and D, nothing changes between us. He is the one who didn’t wanted to end this relationship even though he knew about me and A.

I never do such as this freak relationship. I was the one who have a high devotion. I’m not cheating, I’m just……… 

well, we know right when we were study biology, heart has 4 parts, one part for family, one part for my friends and other, and the other last two parts are for A and D, well, I’ll make an empty room. A or D? thoughts? ;)